Tuesday, March 24, 2026

A Higher Calling?

 Occasionally, I have given thought to running for office. City or County Commission, something local. But those thoughts always end the same way: my past is too checkered and I don't have a poker face, nor the temperament to suffer the slings & arrows of the public. Which is a shame. 

The public wants real change in politics, but the path to public service is difficult. I doubt I'm alone in not wanting oppo research to tear apart my life looking for flaws, even on a local level. We've all seen what it's like on a state & national level.

I've also watched so many candidates over the last few election cycles who talked a good game and seemed to have popular support, only to be soundly defeated in the polls. Or worse, become John Fetterman. But I digress.

Voter engagement seems to be at an all time low, after seeing how dysfunctional government has become. I believe we suffer from voter apathy as well; what's the point of voting for this shiny new candidate if nothing is going to change?

And then there is the question of trust in the government. As far as I'm concerned, the Federal government should support State governments, which should in turn support Local governments. But that is decidedly not the case. The Federal government is doing it's best to hurt half the states, while not even managing the affairs of the Country. State governments are ignoring, or worse, harassing, Local governments of the opposite party (looking directly at you, Florida). 

From the President to the local dog catcher, governments should be about making the country a better place for its residents. They should be making citizens lives the best they can possibly be. Not trying to crush citizens while further enriching the obscenely wealthy. 

There are tangible, if pie-in-the-sky, things government could do to make the lives of it's citizens better, some of which are already being done elsewhere. First & foremost, universal healthcare. Medical debt, insurance, and medication costs are crushing the average American. Any minor illness, or heaven forbid, major illness or emergency, could bankrupt a family or individual, even if they have insurance. Politicians should not have better healthcare than the average citizen.

Next, would be true equality. All colors, all sexes. Also, stay out of our bedrooms & reproductive rights. 

Next, Universal Basic Income. (this would be the pie-in-the-sky suggestion) 

I do believe the US could be the 'shining city on the hill' if we could stop hating each other, and if people of character were elected to office, and if the corrupt politicians (all of them in both parties) were ejected. 

 What do you think? 

Thursday, March 19, 2026

Reflections

 The blank page is daunting; I've been staring at it for a while. I've started two posts so far today & deleted them both. I probably should have saved them as drafts so I could adapt them. I plan to continue this blog at least monthly, if not more frequently. 

The other day, I shared a post on Facebook which stated, "I think if March 2019 me and March 2026 me sat in a room, they wouldn't believe each other."  I have no doubt that's true, because while I still recognize 2019 me, 2026 me is an entirely new construct. 

In March of 2019, I was about 6 weeks sober, and diligently working the steps (for the first time) with my new sponsor. Members of my family weren't talking to me, with good reason. I was also about 3 months into a new career in a brand new field for me. In short, I was a mess. 

March 2026 me has a lot of empathy and even respect for that guy, because from that humble beginning, a new life has bloomed. I have had many blessings and heartbreaks over the course of these last seven years; my life has changed in ways minuscule & profound.

One of the main changes in my life is consistency & routine. For the most part, my life is mundane. I go to work, I go to the gym three days a week, I go to meetings, and I go home. 

There have been triumphs and tragedies to get to today and I've been able to be present through them all. Others can count on me to be there. Do I wish certain things had turned out differently? Of course, I don't think I'd be human if I didn't. But I can only control my reaction to outside forces.

Some of the blessings sound like brags, so I won't talk about those. But I've been able to navigate so many situations that would have baffled March 2019 me. My familial rifts have been repaired. In 2020 at a high point of the Pandemic, I was reunited with a son I never thought I would meet again (and his wife & children, my grandchildren!) My step daughter asked me to officially adopt her in 2024. I have also been able to be there for my wife, and another daughter & son when they had troubled times. 

March 2026 me is established in the new career from 2019, and in my recovery community. Life isn't always easy, but it's light years different from where I was in March 2019. 

I am truly grateful. 

Keep on keepin' on, friends. 

P.S. As of today, I'm on book 20 of 2026.